Hope springs eternal they say
Only for those who bloom with sunshine
Give me a rope already
To hang ‘out’ with.
Snaps and flashes of happy
Really compensate for this life
Which is so crappy?
Tell me really
I am trying so hard
To things not to get under my skin
Maybe a dark soul I am
For nefarious I feel
A true villain I am.
Insatiated with my genesis and growth &
Too proud to acknowledge my misery
I still give it company
I don’t want to give into this darkness
Where I seem to navigate seamlessly
When I see a happy person
I wanna dent their teeth and
Wipe that elusive smile off it
Thinking that I grit mine
And flash a fake smile and move
So what is the end you may ask?
To fit in by killing my self or
To stand out by killing myself?
Maybe it is to simply wait for a tomorrow
And hope that hope springs from within